Well Kali still isn't herself yet.....she slept from 9am -2 pm yesterday. Then she ate a lil bit ,played a bit. She was doing great!!! UNTIL......bedtime we sat read a couple of story's and then projectile puking began!! Emptied out her lil system all over the bed, the bathroom floor the toilet, the rug and part of the wall!! Conveniently Mr Doug was at a hockey meeting!!So lets just say 6 loads of laundry and more gravol my lil one fell sleep sitting in her chair then transferred her to bed where glad to say she slept without throwing up for the rest of the night!! This morning she still looks abit pale and is needy, wanting to be carried and cuddled and loved....no problems. Still not eating much or drinking much.She just wants to lie around and watch TV. She had a nap today which she hasn't done for sooooo long. She she must of needed it!!
And on a complete other note what the heck is going on we woke up fresh snow today!! So much for spring!! I think we'll have snow in our yard till mid june!!

Well today I was suppose to be day shift, Lil Miss KJ woke me up at 4am covered in puke!! I know you are all so so so jealous!!! Anyway we changed her and her bedding and put her back down, Dougie left for work and I had 1/2 hour before my alarm was going to go off so I decided to lay back down.....my head hit the pillow and I heard poor Kali retching.....Shes never thrown up before, poor lil thing was so scarred, half crying, all wide eyed with mommie help me looks!! So I got her all undressed and put her in the tubby. Still she kept upchucking into this lil bucket.....she wanted nothing to do with it. I'm trying to console her and convince her to spit up in the bucket. I of course called in sick to work. brought Kali to the hospital and she had some pretty good pukes there to. She didn't want to eat anything or drink anything....she was very pale and sleepy but her temp was normal. I was concerned about her dehydrating....that lil I don't know how much fluid loss is substantial enough for someone her size. Doctor said if it doesn't pass by the morning I'm to bring her back to emerg. We got home at 9am and she's still sleeping, she's had two lil mouthfuls of jello and thats it. Anyway off to wash pukey bedding and make some chicken noodle soup for when she wakes up!! Our sitter Trudi took PT to her house so I don't have to worry about him for now. Have I told you how amazing she is!!! She truly is a Gods send!!
I'll let you all know how shes doing later!! So far three loads of laundry....1/2 a load was PT's bedding!! Have I told you all how much I love doing laundry!!

For the longest time……and I mean longest! Its been so long I can tell you that while I was STILL in high school I thought about going to Church. As a young girl my family and I went to the United Church. Then with all the moving around we did from town to town my mom and dad fell out of the loop of going. I do believe in God and for as long as I can remember have always said my prayers and been thankful to him for the happy and lucky life I’ve lived, I know he watches over me. I do believe and have some knowledge of the Bible but its not as spiritual and connected as I would like it to be. I’m not sure if I blogged about it but after my daughter was born or not but I really wanted to have her baptized. I was baptized and its just something I felt needed to be done. I can’t reason or explain why I wanted this for her, I just did. Anyway, I went to my local church and was basically told that they wouldn’t do it cuz I wasn’t a member. Which I have to say really ticked me off. I felt like who are you to deny my child that right. But then a very wise and knowledgeable friend JENNY….said… if anything were to happen, God forbid, God would not deny his child. Which put my heart to ease…abit. But there’s still this yearning to get more in touch with my spiritual side. I’ve only known United, but call me stubborn am not interested in going there now, with everything that happened or didn’t happen lets say. But I really don’t know anything about the other churches. I want my children to have faith in their life, I want them to enjoy Sunday School as I did. I just don’t know where to start, how to figure out where to go. I’ve batted this around for forever and I know I need to act on it. I had a good confo at work with a guy and as I told him all of the happening and all of the scenarios and all of how I felt and what I wanted for my kids and how I didn’t want to be hypocritical by sending my children but not going myself and so on and so forth. He sat there intently and listened and then said to me “Shari do you know what you are leaving out in all of this?” he paused “GOD” boy that hit home. So I guess I need to look into finding out more about the churches in my community …..I’ve been leaning toward the Baptist….its a bit scary to me to venture out there on my own with no knowledge of what goes on or how to inject myself into this. But I know I have been putting it off for far, far too long.
Spiritual Guidance needed.......

So as you know I'm back to work!!! Trying to manage everything is going to be challenging.....at work all I am is a worker putting in my hours. AT HOME its a whole other story!! There no set work hours....its go go go the whole time. theres no stopping or breaks. At home I am mother, care giver, maid, wifey (well sorta, just without the offical tittle) wifey sounds better than life partner or girlfriend, bill payer, grocery shopper,time organizer, : scheduler,etc..etc..etc... about the only thing I don't do on a regular basis is COOK!! Doug is much better at it than I. Thou I do cook every so often! so far all is going fairly smooth in our household. I am TIRED but functioning. I know, I know thats no excuse for me not to be blogging but really give me a break I'm trying!! I am not the best juggler out there...gotta find my groove first! I do want to try and up load some photos hoping this days off!!
Holly....whats going on have you had your lil bambino yet???? I'm patiently awaiting news!! how about Dave and his wife? keep me informed!! Well I am at work so this is gotta be short. I start days off tomorrow. hope everyone has a great weekend!!

SLEEP.....sorry guys! Just watched "Pans Labyrinth".....I quite liked it! Anyway sorry need sleep this working thing is for the birds!! I promise I'll fall into some kind of routine!...yeah like when my kids are 10!!!!